Not MIA

So I have not been MIA,

let's just say that I have had

an overwhelming increase

in what I call

"Mommy Chores."

 I would start to get really stressed out,

but then I would call one of my friends for help with something

and the stress would

leave.

I am so grateful!!!!

My therapist told me that

she didn't think that my current circumstances

and the fact that I had recently told

some close friends of my illness

 were a coincidence.

She told me to ask for help

and I did even though it was hard for me.

I love helping other people

but when it comes to asking for help

I feel like I'm being a bother.

Through my experiences of the past few weeks

I have come to accept and recognize my limitations

which I'll be blogging about tomorrow!

Frequency of Posts

Life's been a little crazy lately and that's why I haven't posted recently.

Plus, I never get on the internet when I'm home by myself and my kids are in school.

And after schook there's homework, dinner, and getting kids ready for bed.

Someone once said that she or her husband don't use the internet unless someone else is in the room.

With all the filth and junk on the internet, this provides a safety net

to keep oneself pure.

I decided that I would do the same to keep myself and my kids safe.

It's like "flying 500 feet above the treeline."

Watch the video below and you'll know what I mean.



                                                 

As an added side benefit, spending less time in front of the tv and computer

has helped in reducing the frequency of my depression cycles.

Yeah!